but ill stop texting you.. I won’t bother you, I won’t call.
it upsets me cause I just wanna give you my all

but you ignore me and won’t let me,
days go by and I feel you slowly forget me…

fuck days, i can feel it by the minute
in this relationship I feel like I’m the only one in it

all I want is for you to love me as much as I love you
shit, you tell me you do, but honestly it’s not true

it’s pretty sad when all good turns to bad,
and all I do anymore is piss you off and make you mad

all I do is think , and it makes me so weak

so I lay here and cry, wondering if all this is a lie
I wanna kill me so bad, but I’m too scared to try

I’m an emotional mess, a girl made of stress
I start to tell you my problems but I can see that you care less

I try my hardest to hold it all in and bottle it all up
but when I start to get upset you just don’t give a fuck

& the only time you do is when my pants are down

yeah I love fucking you, but nowadays you just hit it real fast
I miss the times where we’d take our time and make it last

but that’s too much to ask for,
in your eyes I’m a whore and you don’t want me bad anymore

then there’s me, who just wants us to be happy
but how can we when you constantly ignore me

there’s always some excuse
but half the time it’s no use…

maybe I’m just not good enough, and I never will be
before I do it myself maybe this depression will be the one to kill me

fuck. Im tired and falling asleep while writing this all
but I had no one to talk to, cause you couldn’t simply answer my call…

there’s so much more to say but like always ill just bottle it all away 😶